Verse
This that grounded flow from way below a hundred degrees ya know?
Coming from a twenty-three-year-old who's so cold on the mic that I must have hypothermia
Listen to the words I'm telling ya
Diss me and I'll probably end up hurtin' ya
Carrying so much fucking weight on my shoulders that I'm starting to get a hernia
Espera un momento, I stay grounded like an ostrich though
In my room doing nothing but staring at a ceiling 'bout to drive myself loco
That's why I'm spitting these Fuego bars off the top of the Dome before I end up in a crazy home
King Anthony's 'bout to sit back on this throne
Motherfukers better leave me alone so I can pay for my own phone
Until then imma do it old fashion with a paper and a pen
Lucky I have all this passion in what I'm doin'
Rappin' still gives me adrenaline
I can rap about anything when I put this pen to the pad
Rather I'm mad, sad or just talking about the experiences I've had living with my dad
I want to make a meal but I ain't talking about the one on the grill
Just ask Kortnee Gill about my skills
Truth be told I should have taken a chill pill when I wrote "Roasted" but I was going in for the kill
Dissed none other than my own brother
To be clear I warned him not to go there
So I Ja Ruled his career because I write that murder ink
Damien, I told you I wasn't playin'
What the fuck were you thinkin'?
Remember you'll always be that guy That tried to end my career but like a pornstar blew it
NF, when I say, I spit that real musuc
I'm sick that people are so quick to criticize my shit like "You cuss too much in it"
Well if you don't want to hear it don't listen to it
And they wonder why I'm such a prick 'cause I'm tired of hearing y'all two cents
These Mumble rapper Dum Dums don't make any sense
Y'all need to chill like for real before I do like Em and Just Lose It
Start dissing everybody in my music
Shit, I dissed myself with an Eminem impression
I speak my mind because I just don't give a fuck
I just might get drunk 'cause why not?
Life sucks
CoSandra Majors is somewhere around in the background talking about "Jesus is watching"
Well, then that's a little embarrassing 'cause what if you're masturbating?
When you realize that you'll stop and sing " I always feel like somebody's watching me"
Got to spit a little comedy so people can see that I can be funny when I want to be
It makes up for being ugly
Oh, my bad, I can't tell jokes, they're too inappropriate, my apologies
2019, the year of the pussies
Can't even tell a joke without y'all sensitive asses ready to choke on your tears
Here, loosen the fuck up and have some beers
Motherfucka cheers
If you ain't fucking with me that's an end of conversation 'cause I've been stressing about what I be spitting
I mean I know it's not perfection 'cause there's no such thing as that
In fact, if you skimmed through my music you'd think I have depression
Most the shit I say I'm just waiting to get a reaction
Like when I make fun of Michael Jackson for touching little boys in his mansion
It's like my new mission to start pissing people off 'cause they soft like a pillow
What I want to know though is how the fuck you about to be a hero when you can't even take a joke?
Take it back to 8 Mile when you choke
Wanna go against me?
That ain't healthy but feel free and you'll see who comes out on top
Spit the hottest bars so don't be surprised if I make the mic drop
Ask Damien mentally I chopped that fool like celery
If you're easily offended then you probably should go cuz I don't want you crying like a little hoe
Doing ice breakers sucks like the LA Lakers
What y'all think? I'm Anne Frank?
I hate talking about my day especially 'cause I say the same crap 'cause nothing changes
Writing on these pages like I've been doing for ages
Music is my therapy because I don't believe in somebody talking to me like a stranger about what troubles me
"Somebody get on the phone with Marissa Marie"
Ha, good luck she'll never answer me
I have a better shot of getting ahold of the suicide hotline honestly
Can't even call girls "Honey" without it being inappropriate
Everybody should know I don't mean shit when I say it
Who shit in your Cheerios today?
Look if it bothers you that much just don't talk to me okay?
I don't know why people got to make me the bad guy
When all I'm trying to do is be nice
Mind your business and it'd be fine but Nah I have to hear people wine
Y'all must be on your menstrual cycle so I'll leave you alone for a while
Should I switch up my style?
Will Smith it for a minute?
Fuck it, y'all know I got them bars even if y'all don't want to admit it
I'm different 'cause I don't fuck with that Mumble rap shit
I don't relate to what they spit
Better yet I don't even understand it
It's like they speaking a different language
Like when I'm talking to ladies with Double D's
Hola, Hermosa, qué haciendo?
Just so you know I'm at your window with a box of Oreos busting flows
You know how it goes "This one goes out to that one special pretty girl who's somewhere around the world"
See I can be corny when I want to be
I don't give a fuck I'll roll up to a lady with a big booty like " you can call me a junkie because I like all that junk in the trunk"
Like the thing you smoke, I'm dope
Shout out to Zioe Elizabeth thanks for being my bodyguard
I know life is hard but you got to stay strong Lil Baby
Miss you like crazy
Just remember it takes time Lil Baby
Y'all don't want to mess with Amanda Valdez
She'll probably kick your ass screaming
"IT'S AMANDA BITCH"
Got Jesus on my necklace for when I'm feeling hopeless
Regardless this is what I do because it's helped me deal with what I've been through
If y'all only had a clue
Back in foster care where this faggot named Carlos tried to take me out with a blanket
Ever since then I haven't had the same mindset
For that reason, I've never been a people person
So if I say "Fuck you" don't take it personally it's just anal (Haha)
Writing in my journal till my hand turns purple
I'm a lefty so I must have come from the Devil
Tell me who's on my level
What the hell?
As you can tell I'm E-V-I-L
I'm a Gemini so trust me when I tell you that you don't want to see the bad guy
I'll cuss you out without thinking twice so take my advice when I say don't piss me off
Bye Felicia wouldn't want to be ya
Call me Terminator 'cause I'll be back to slay another track
