[Verse 1]
Mhm, I woke up today, and I've turned 19
Flippin' the page, since it's a new chapter of life, I mean-
My past isn't great, as it's trauma and depressic' poor hygiene
Bad energy, and findin' out that I'm my own enemy'
But I'm from the '98, and I got to embrace change
But I see gray, I get reminded of it, no matter the age
Though, I got to guide the children, as that's what I pave'
It's that 'till the very day where I pass away
So emit positivity, infinity and beyond-
See it on my blue dreads, indigo, momentum of stayin' strong
As that's my dеstiny, to show the kids that life can bond
As they continuе to respond, to yourself, bring it on'
Nobody fulfills your purpose, it's within your heart
And you're currently blinded by such flaws
Insecurity; metaphorically torned, like Lucifier and horns
But you've got God, so don't let the experiences get you scarred
As that's not what we want, or we do actually embark'
So we can use that to charge, and change within
My existence is to guide the children, not fulfill their purpose
As life is in difference, but I teach 'em how to deal with the hurting
As it is not forever, not a burden, somethin' I told Eilish'
Then it went public 'fore my flame went out in June, light revealin'
[Verse 2]
Out of Samoa, my birthday is still February 24th, 1994
Struggled wit' drug abuse, so Mama' transferred'
And thought circle was loose, no matter what occurred
Then time strained the ties that I've had, and it hurt
Then dark and I, intertwined and it hence why, I didn't go outside
And didn't like shit, honestly, it all came from the inside
As perception came from poor reflection within I-
And I, didn't have much inspection, nor acceptance
I was rather fearin' myself, and scared for inception
'Cause it felt like I've never learnt such lessons (Uh)
'Cause it felt like I've drowned in sins, and my depression
Drugs and not eatin' enough, had me thinking it's my worth
And man, I was hurt (Mhm)
But clean my tears, and to retain and fulfill my losses
As everything not tossed, I've got to learn and embed better
Even if we ain't two letters, we are all still brothers
That's Chum, and it still lives up like no other-
Like in the '23, when I performed, "Whoa" and reunited wit' Tyler
[Verse 3]
Back to body, and I'm still an '06, in the 10s, particularly 14th'
I was a misunderstood child, even more in quarantine
As social media was the biggest drug, I took in-
Compared to the oipoids as that's nothing, but something
In the physical aspects, but I'm talkin' bout virtual'
As social distance, but there was none online, and that's brutal
'Cause I was tryna' seek for approval, as that's fuel
For me to strive, to imprint in life wit' more ink, tattoo'd
But it wasn't, I was naive and a younglin' fool
That was only comforted in lies, and not the ugly truth
Then it backfires, needed so I can get through-
-challenges, to be a voice and preach for the beauty youth'
To help, and to assist and to reassure, no pick and choose
Spoke through two musicians thru' their problems, I empathize wit' the hurt
It's something that I am also going through, but this time I surf
Why should I care 'bout your comparison on the concept of, "rebirth?"
I'm makin' my life meaningful, to be born again to identity my worth
Don't need you prejudicin' it, as it's not helping and it's stern'
Positive energy bein' nibbled, and it's not needed, my heart
This isn't comin' from hatred, somethin' to clarify
As I, have respect and love for you and I testify'
I never once cared 'bout me, and I'm beginning to, permanently
The beauty of being my own enemy, and my own remedy
No need for the Remy, and I'm running wit' no Hesi'
Goin' back to the arms of God, but not as Seren, but as Syed
