Cody Sparks:
Alright, Check this out:
Oh you know me bitch, here you earned a medal
I'm blowing up the beat, call me radical like a rebel
I've spent too much money for you to call me honey
Call me master, slap the pastor, I'm the mother fucking devil...
Cody Sparks:
What the fuck, you don’t like my rap?
Michael:
Not really, not at all. But whatever you want to do, when i’m not around, is totally cool. But when I am around, don’t do this
Cody Sparks:
Whatever. I guess we’ll just sit here being quiet as fuck until we get to your house
[Verse One: MikelWJ]
This drives starting to feel like a metaphor for my mood
When I thought that we were simply coming out here for food
We haven’t stopped in like 3 blocks, and more since you last talked
The progression of my mood is like the chords in this alt-rock
We’re driving down a path completely covered in black
With only headlights to brighten up the signs that we pass
Down to the valley we go, like my diminishing hope
With all these echos of silence gripping my neck like a rope
You haven’t made a single turn in the last fourth of an hour
Or a motion to signify you’d considered the matter
But I just smiled and laughed at all the cars that would pass
As if letting them notice would be a reason to crash
I guess I’m always better off leaving these feelings repressed
And denying any physical proof that I’m depressed
I changed the radios track, hoping that you would turn back
But we drove into the woods and the perpetual black
You’re saying:
[Chorus: Cryptic Wisdom]
I don’t want to be anywhere
Than right here in this moment
I’m free, I’m free
Living right here in this moment
[Verse Two: MikelWJ]
I’d be lying if I told you that I couldn’t live without you
Since my heart can’t stop just from caring about you
But my life would be devoid of true happiness for a while
Since my picture of perfection is the thought of your smile
My words are bitter and cold, filled with anger I know
But the hardest thing I’ve done is say I’m letting you go
You were my angel you know, you were my only real hope
You were the platform holding me up from the snap of a rope
But now we bicker and fight, what seems like every night
Since we both are pretty confident that we’re in the right
But if I’m honest, I promise that I would rather have this
Because every other girl has been a hit and a miss
But you don’t want me like that, I was afraid of that fact
It was stupid of me to think that you wanted me back
I shed a tear as i left, feeling so fucking depressed
But you grabbed my wrist and told that it’s all for the best
You’re saying:
[Chorus: Cryptic Wisdom]
[Verse Three: MikelWJ]
I’m sorry if this letter gets to you a little late
It seems i lost track of time, or had a lot on my plate
But I’ve been thinking a lot about all the things that you said
And I’ve been thinking a lot about how it feels to be dead
And I’ve decided I don’t want to be another mistake
These feelings make me feel fake, so now I’m clearing my plate
I spent a long time thinking over notions of fate
Just to hear you say you’re looking for a way to escape
I lost my temper and screamed in your expressionless face
I put my hand on my heart, hoping to lighten it’s pace
I put my hand on your arm, and made myself a disgrace
I apologized and said I think I needed some space
I’m selfish, yes I’m aware, but I just wanted to care
And nothing got reciprocated, though we know we’re a pair
My mind and body are weak, you spare a kiss on the cheek
And hold my hand tightly, saying that I never can leave
I’m saying:
[Chorus: Cryptic Wisdom]
Cody Sparks:
Okay, we’re here, you can stop gazing out my window and get out of my car now
Michael:
You are such a gentleman
Cody Sparks:
Damn right I am. See ya later
